So recently my anxiety level has really shot up.
Honestly people... the mere thought of delivery scares the living SHIT out of me.
Sorry, but i've got to be real here. A friend popped in to visit me today
and we just started talking about how epidurals hurt. FUCK. I really didn't put much thought into a
ginormous needle piercing straight through my back bone.. like almost an entire foot of needle.
Then of course the thought of NOT getting one and feeling all that pain is way too daunting.
SO YEAH.. i started crying.
SO YEAH.. i started crying.
I am so overwhelmed i really cannot figure out what to do with myself.
Sleeping is almost impossible these days and getting up to clean or just moving from room to room is painful.
It would be so easy to just pretend this wasn't happening.. but IT IS!!!!!
HELP.
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